its my life

Receptionist aka My Dear Huishi

2006-09-13T01:09:00.000+08:00

Quite a boring day for me.. Not much activities for me plus my dear was working at Mercury at Raffles Place except for the outing with Joell, Xiuyun, Felix, Ah Boy & Kat. It had been quite awhile since i have seen them n maybe they have changed as a person which is how i felt! Too bad Irene could not make it today becoz she need to work! Tot i could see her.. The thought of knowing the posting result make me bored.. Yes going back to be a soldier on the 18th of tis mth..

Alright let go back to the outing topic.. Dinner was good n cheap coz we went to the PS food court but the food was nice! For real ok! Dear was feeling kind of nauseous n she really had no appetite to take her meal! Seeing her in pain was really painful to me as i cant do anything.. Hope she is feeling better.. My gastric pain also act up which i dunno y.. tat is like so sudden wow it had been quite awhile i had such pain.. Hope silly could have a good night rest today.. God bless her even it means taking something of me!

We bought a small cake for Joell as we did not meet her up on her actual birthday becoz she celebrated with her husband. Cake was nice except ah boy got a wrong number candle for Joell.. hahaha An older birthday celebration for Joell! After that all of us went home becoz we were tired.. TIRED? haha what am i doing so late in the night? =x

~There is always be only love n no goodbyes~

Block Leave

2006-09-12T03:55:00.000+08:00

Its been quite sometimes that i blogged! Finally waited for the day i POP.. Now having my long block leave but it seems to be passing so quickly! Planned to go Esplanade with my dear but in the end the trip was cancelled due to the heavy rain! Damn! Spoilt our program. we had already prepared some sandwiches to be brought along... Dear prepared egg mayo fillings for the sandwiches - simply delicious! hahaha! Sorry silly cant bring u to esplanade today, make up for it the next time round n i promise!

Really hope she enjoyed herself today althought nthing much was done. But i really really r happy n enjoyed myself whenever i am with my silly.. Tml going to meet some of our friends that we had not meet up for very long.. Dear is working thus i basically got nthing to do from morning till evening.. HEE.. Hope everything goes well for her.. Gt to sleep le.. ciao~

Sorrow

2006-08-27T04:41:00.000+08:00

Sadness was filled within me instead of anger.. In fact, anger does not even exist n the matter of fact was my heart sunk at the very moment... To me, she is important! It hurts more than anything anything else.. Damn it! I am such a weakling.. Yes IN FACT I AM.. Stupid gastric causing me probs.. Haiz Should be the alcohol i drank that making it worst.. Getting dizzy, dozing off.. NIGHT!

Birthday Party & Bedok Blk 85

2006-08-13T15:41:00.001+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Mandy!

Happy Birthday Mandy! Finally u r turning into a fine young lady officially! So hows the feeling? n btw welcome to the club of 21! Very fast no 22 will come! =x We set off at about 5 plus n planned to reach there early but in the end we still reach there at abt 7pm! Becoz there r some communication breakdown n haha we end up in the wrong place so we had to go all the way back! But it was really great to reunite with my secondary sch friends.. Manage to see Qing Qing, Jiali, Choon Yan and of coz the BIRTHDAY GAL, WEE BEE.. The moment i see them.. Wow.. But too bad yufan did not manage to join us..

Bedok Blk 85

After that BD party, me n dear went to bedok blk 85 to eat our supper as we were getting slightly hungry.. Ok the food there r simply yummy.. Silly nv eat there b4 thus she did not know which is nice.. We order one plate of Sting ray( its a MUS to eat), Fried Kway Tiao and lastly Ba Zuo Mee ( did not come.. What the hell?? trying to starve my silly is it..) After our feast, we order some chicken wings n Ba zuo mee back for my family n Silly's Bro.. Went home quite early becoz Silly was tired as she was stoning n i was tired too..

Birthday Party & Bedok Blk 85

2006-08-13T15:41:00.000+08:00

Happy 3th Mth Anniversary

2006-08-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

Happy 3th Mth Anniversary Silly!

Happy 3th Mth Anniversary Silly! Sorry for the late post, plz forgive me.. I am sincere ok! Thank you for all the joy concern n care you have given to me for these past 3 mths.. Really glad to have known you.. Wait dun say i am lying ok? haha i am not! Know you have gone thru some rough patch n i am not ard with you when u needed me the most.. Know that sorry cant cure anything but i wan u to know i am trying my best.. I treasure every moment with u even though i did not say anythin.. =) Lastly everything will goes well for us.. Plz have some faith in me! From the first day till now, my feelings remain unchange.. =) I like the cake, it nice! Thanks for spending ur time doing all these n even got urself hurt becoz of baking the cake! The two T Shirts r nice.. I am wearing one today n i will wear the other one when i go out with u on wed k? LOL Sorry i did not have anything for u becoz i haven finish it yet! Got to go booking in today! National Day is coming.. Happy 42th Birthday Singapore!

Specially For you my dear

2006-07-16T19:19:00.000+08:00

Tis is going to be last book in b4 my two weeks confinement again for my 7 days field camp! Went for a movie with dear yesterday - Pirates of the Caribbean; Dead Man's Chest. It was a good movie but there is a third part to it.. Guys recommend you to watch it n remember to stay till the credits end! Dear's leg muscle was having cramps n she cant walk properly.. Haha thus i guess that affected her mood somehow alittle with the contribution of another factor! LOL

And today went to have lunch with her at Lot 1 when she finished her project discussion.. Oh man, she got alot to do n tis MON is her presentation! Hope she can finished it on time! Printed some stuff using her com n help her with some chores on her project.. Dear i really tink u got a talent to design.. Simply impress with you k? proud of u too! She is so capable in her own way!

Time really flies.. Its time for me to book in already n i cant book out till next fri! Would really miss my family, friends n especially my dear! Already start to miss her already.. Silly would like to tell u that i will really miss you alot.. Plz tk care of urself.. Remember to apply med to ur leg if it still hurts k? I will be fine out there becoz i have u supporting me always! Ciao~

Sad Day..

2006-07-03T09:13:00.000+08:00

I promised my dear that i would accompany her to sch in the morning but i could not wake up! Although she did said that its ok but She must be feeling very very disappointed with me that i did not keep my promise.. What a sleepy head i am.. Stupid WG!

Silly i wan you to know that every sec when i am with you, it is always precious.. To me, it is the greatest joy for me to be with u n loving u.. n in my eyes, u r always special. Tk care

Happy 2 Mths Anniversary Silly!

2006-07-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today is me n Huishi 2nd mths anniversary! So happy 2 mths anniversary Silly! Cant really celebrate today becoz she need to study for her test n we had a wedding ceremony to attend too! Went out with her on sat to watch Superman at Causeway Point! Actually silly wanted to watch at The Cathay but there were not enuff time for me to travel to n fro thus we decided to watch at Causeway Point! Superman was hilarious instead of exciting as for the reason, u haf to watch it urself! haha

Before the movie starts, we went walking ard.. Went to JP to find Anna n JJ but both of them were not there! So unlucky.. LOL so we walked ard JP n Dear brought me to a pet shop to see her fav dog! hahaha ok i saw a BULLDOG.. I hate BULLDOG.. Its remind me of someone lol! Tink silly should know the person! After that went back to CWP to acc silly to shop for her fren BD present.. But could not get any.. Too bad! Later on we had dinner at SIAM Kitchen b4 gg for our movie and the food was really delicious n fufilling..

After the movie, it was like midnight.. Bought a cake n roses for her.. Decided to hold the surprise at my house thus after the movie, we went straight to my home.. But she already knew what i am going to do already.. Stupid of me.. could not even hide the surprise from her! Useless! She gave me a photo frame that she designed even with our photo in it plus she made cross-stich.. That y she keep complaining she do not haf enuff time to do her stuff.. So silly of her.. but really thank you for the presents silly.. Like it alot! Hope u like the cake n the flowers, i know its nthing.. hee.. Hope you enjoyed these two days..

Still remember the 10 reasons y i love u that u always ask me? Simple, the answer always remains the same for the rest of my life n u know what is it! Hee Thank you for all the happiness tat u bring to me n also the efforts that you have put in! I will like to say that u always hold a special place in my heart n to me u r always beautiful n nice.. all these r my heartfelt words.. Plz do not doubt it! Lastly Happy 2 Mth Anniversary..

Book Out Day!

2006-06-24T04:30:00.000+08:00

hahah yeah finally book out TODAY! so shiok after 2 weeks of confinement.. LOL got to book out early too becoz i got graduation! Hee.. Happy n excited of seeing my silly dear becoz i could only look at her photo but i got to see her in real person TODAY! Shall not talk about the camp.. Blah blah.. hahaha overall camp was ok!

Supposely silly planned to come to my graduation ceremony but in the end she cant make it becoz she need to complete her project, poor silly! So in the end went alone n got my Diploma.. Before that rushed down to got both tickets for Just my Luck & Slient Hills! Not bad can watch! but just my luck is good! a mus watch movie..

Haaha met silly at the Woodlands Control Station.. So happy when i finally got to see her after so long! Dunno whether she is happy to see me or not? lol nvm can see her is great for me! Miss her loads.. before we went for movies, went to orchard to help her bro to send his watch for repair! Only 3 mths old n becoz of a drop, it crumbles.. After that went to NAC Gio to see my ex colleagues.. Ok my fren PALVINDRAN gonna work at NAC starting from 240606!

Took a train down to Dobhy Ghaut! Ate our dinner at Long John Silver.. Could not finished my share.. Made silly eat LJS even though she dun like it.. Sorry silly for having person like me.. hee.. We took our dinner right after i bought drinks up to settle our cakes.. After the first movie, went to TCC to get ourselves some drinks n i got myself a Tiramisu.. straight after that, went to watch the second one.. Watch till it ends at about 3.30am.. Make silly so tired n restless.. Shame on myself..

Silly i really nv scold u.. I was trying to make u talk becoz u like nthing to talk to me so i must talk cock with truth.. Ok next time i promise i wont do it again.. Hee... After the movie ended, it was like 3 plus going to 4am so send silly back n went back! Hope to see her later but dunno whether she will haf enuff sleep or not? Dear its not ur prob, its mine.. so my fault.. Dun put it to heart k? hahaha i only wan u to be happy n see u smile more often.. cya i am so tired..

Maybe i am useless

2006-06-04T02:58:00.000+08:00

Had a great time with silly on friday.. Went early to fetch her n in the end went into her house to wait for her.. My first time entering! haha abit weird but nice feelings.. After that went to PS to watch "She's the Man" Great show! A must watch movie.. Why? Simply hilarious n interesting.. U will know it once u catch that show..

After the show, decide to bring silly dear to the Ben & Jerry to taste the ice cream.. She has nv tasted that b4! So we decided to go to the Ben & Jerry located at THE CATHAY! The place is cool.. It was ex but worth it as it tasted as good as i first tried it in my life! Ice cream treat over n head to far east to get the tops dear wanted badly.. There were two she wanted to buy.. Actually you look great in the two of them but the white one is too common thus getting the other one is better.. Shop around at Far East for awhile before heading to boat quay..

Tot of bringing dear to Indochine located at Boat Quay becoz of it ambience but its too crowded.. advice is to go there during weekdays.. Its really good! So decided to head back to Esplanade but alas it was crowded as well.. So in the end we walk to MSQ to relax n chit chat! I made her sad becoz i reminded her of the past.. It left a scar so deeply in her that she still feel the heat till now.. Maybe i should not have reminded her of the past.. I felt terrible when i saw her tears.. It really hurts me to see her cry.. Gave her a warm hug but know its not enuff to erase away her pain.. But i will wait for the day that she gave her trust to me.. It will come i believe.. Right now i am enjoying every moments with her.. It all i can do.. Felt like a useless person.. Maybe i am.. lol

Slept till 12 plus in the Afternoon.. Slack till 3plus going 4pm den prepare to meet Xiuyun earlier.. Walk around to see what to eat later.. Decided on the Steamboat cum buffet.. S$25.80NETT to eat all u want.. Its really worth it.. They got dessert after all the food n we got 1 FREE drink to go along.. Max n me keep on eating like a hungry beast.. But i was really hungry.. hahahaha Eat n eat n eat.. growing fatter but nvm army make me thinner.. lol Went for a walk around STC to digest our food becoz we r freaking full.. My stomach bursting.. Took some lame photos with all of them.. Decide to find silly at her block n chat with her.. Keep her accompany.. tat is a nicer word actually is disturbin her.. Irritating person am i.. hahah its true.. Alright tml playing soccer gonna sleep.. Ciao~

One Month Anniversary

2006-06-02T02:14:00.000+08:00

2nd of June 2006 - Special One Mth for Me & Silly

The story started with the bottle of happiness that is fill with chocolates. It was to save you from sadness becoz i couldn't bear to see you cry although i did not see u shed a tear but i can feel it when you started sharin you sadness.. It might appear as a stupid excuses to get near to u but to me, when i gave u the bottle of happiness with chocolates, my only wish to see you smile once again n i do not wish for anything more...

Day after each day, i could see more of ur smile more n do u know how much happiness n joy to see ur smile... Time spend with you passed so quickly but with a nice n sweet feelings.. The day when i gather strength to tell u how i feel n how i wish to tk care of you almost made my heart pop out... Fear of rejection n low confidence in myself make extra pressure on me.. But in the end, i finally did what i planned to do n you gave me hopes when u say u would consider n tell me the answer.. I was filled with joy at that very moment becoz i know at least i stand that very 0.1% of the chance!

Here come the very special day when u completed me! - 2nd of MAY 2006! The day when you hold me in the cinema make me so happy.. I mus apologise for my stupid mindset of mine.. Actually i do not realised that you had accepted me until u told me in the msg.. I do not dare to hold ur hand after the movie becoz i dun wan u to be upset n had a bad feelings toward me becoz becoz i care about how u feel abt me!

We had endured so many difficult times n hurdles that are charging towards us.. I am so happy that we managed to overcome all of them.. Remember u ask me y i like u?? Wrong the correct way to say is i love u.. n remember u ask me for 10 reasons y i love u? The reasons r simple n there is only one n that is ai ni shi mei you li you! Even u would to ask me tis a thousand times, it would be the same.. I really hope that you feel happy being with me no matter how boring or ugly i am.. n u wont mind for the person i am.. n i know u wont mind.. Happy One mth anni my dear.. hope you would enjoy today! Not only today but everyday!!! =p

Mutiple Posts

2006-05-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Haven been blogging for quite some time le.. So shall blog it all together =)

26/5/06

Tis is a very very memorable day.. Arranged a chalet just for my silly n me! Actually it is to celebrate our one mth anniversary early.. Reached there about 4pm to 5pm in the evening to check in.. got our chalet room no n we proceed to the room to put our belongings. Haha bought alots of tibits n also ham n bread jus in case we are hungry at night! Hee.. Actually planned to go to the musical fountain but alas, it rained on the day so too bad.. Waited till felix n eileen gt back with our food from pastamania.. After eating, we stayed in our room to chat till about 12 to 1 am n we went for a stroll at the beach.. It was really a starry night! The sky that night is really full of stars.. A beautiful sight indeed.. n we saw a shooting star n i made a wish for her.. After the stroll, went back to our room to rest.. Poor silly, could not sleep whole night becoz she was afraid to sleep thus i stayed up to accompany her till she sleeps.. Hope she really enjoyed it!

27/5/06

Went back about 10 plus.. I reached home about 1 plus in the afternoon! Went to do my stuff n start preparing becoz i would be meeting silly to celebrate ah boy's BD.. So we met early to get his present! So went far east to shop for t shirts for boy becoz he is always dress in GIO Polo or Shirts.. So walk around n saw two very very nice t shirts n thus decided to buy for him.. One with Monalisa but the face show a skull n the other one is the naked body of a lady! Hahaha After tat went to bugis to buy cake for boy.. Chocoalate cake again! I found out one thing.. Whenever i buy cake for someone, i would always buy chocolate becoz i simply loves choco.. Btw, Felix brought them to Blu Jarz first den Silly n me reached there after we bought the cake.. Sorry boy.. Suddenly feel unwell spoiling ur mood.. n yes she smiled on tat day.. I know she enjoyed that day.. Hehe.. N i am happy to see her feeling happy

28/5/06

Meet silly at 5pm at CWP.. Actually promised to fetch her at her house but in the end i cant becoz was feeling unwell.. Feel bad letting her come alone all the way from CCK! Sorry dear.. Went to watch X men.. Nice n exciting n silly was laffing at some part where the juggernaunt keep dashing n knocking ppl away.. LOL I laugh becoz i saw silly laffing n it was so hilarious to see her laff.. Nvm at least she enjoyed herself tat day.. Ate MOS burger before the movie.. After the movie , sent her back n went back.. That all too tired to elaborate..

Hope i am not disturbing n irritating silly sometimes.. Tk care.

Sun & Gio Chalet..

2006-05-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

To put back what i have forgotten to blog.. Hee.. Went to watch The Voice on sun.. Feeling sick but its good becoz i haf silly beside me accompanying me! Poor silly dear, she is always scared to watch horror show but went to see becoz i wanna watch.. Thanks silly! I was so clumsy on that day anyway.. hindering her movements.. Maybe i am sick thus my reactions were stupid n lame..

Went to the Chalet on mon after i finished my work! One happy thing is my silly was going with me to the chalet.. At least get to meet up with her.. She was busy with her projects, clients and even exams.. Appreciate that u took out time n meet me.. She is starting to get sick becoz i can see n hear her starting coughing.. Something bad happen to her on that day n she was so upset den i could tell from afar.. Try to console her n cheer her up but failed again.. yes so useless haha But who would get upset if all of u were in her shoes.. So bring her to chalet was a good things as she can relax herself there n hear my friends talking crap.. Haha so once again i can hear her laughter n see her smile!

Waited till about 11 plus for all the pple to reach the chalet.. Celebrate Wati n Ros bd together.. Caught Wati by surprise when she haf no idea that it was meant for her too.. Hee.. After all the fun n laughter we got.. Send my silly home first becoz she got to go sch the next morning n i am working full shift.. Haha in the end she nv attend the lecture.. Alright Cya guys gonna sleep
damn tired.. Tk Care..

Yeah!

2006-05-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

Haha went to watch Over the Hedge with my silly on sat! The show is super funny.. Can give a rating of 4 out of 5! Before our show starts, we went to shop for some stuff at Spotlight! So we head down to PS.. Dear got her lace at Spotlight for her pink tube n after that we went to the art shop we saw the previous time becoz she was going to make a birthday card for her dad! So sweet of her.. Hee.. BUt the stuff at the art shop was way to ex so we decided to look for more options.. But its hard to find another place which sells the similar stuff at a lower price..

Before the movie starts, bought some chocolates, drinks n sweets so we haf something to munch on when the movie starts! Always enjoy every seconds with my silly.. Right after the movie, brought silly to the paradiz centre to eat our dinner there.. Both of us haf wanton noodle for dinner n we order a side dish of crispy wanton to eat too! NICE rite silly? hehehe..

We head down to MSQ to see whether there are any available seats for DA VINCI CODE! Alas! Full house so went to play our House of The Dead! Were really poor that day becoz we ended the game before we reached the last king! hahaha But it is really fun playing the game with my silly.. We continue to hunt for a cinema that still haf available seats for DA VINCI CODE n we found it at STC.. YEAH ! so we watched DA VINCI CODE! Alright for that show after so much hype surrounding it! Felt guilty when her mum called to ask her y she haven go home yet.. Sorry dear! =x After all these, sent her back b4 i head home..

Today i was on MC.. Becoz my whole body suddenly aches n i was down with a fever plus slight lao sai.. Could not get up as usual becoz of my body aching like an old man! Hee.. Silly accompany me to see a doc today! woo really sweet of her.. Thank u so much.. I love her! my motivation.. Doc gave me a two days MC to rest.. But could only took one day.. no choice had to help Anna b4 she get transfer.. I am really really tired.. hehehe feel like quitting early but they dun allow.. Silly wanted to let u know that i am really happy n blessed to have u.. Cyaa tml...

Boring Friday!

2006-05-20T11:35:00.000+08:00

Work was as usual.. So boring so shall not blog about it! hahaah After work, went to shop for something which i cannot say.. Alas, the item was no longer there.. Haiz.. Got to thing of something else.. After that, went PS to get Over the Hedge's tickets becoz silly loves to watch that so dun wan to disappoint her hee.. At the same time, i also get to watch becoz i love to watch it too!

Before gg back, got a Bramley Apple n Raisins Crumble for my dar.. On the way to her house, saw one of my best fren in the train.. Thus after sending the cake to my dar n also by gaving her a fright that i actually bought Voice already.. The look on her face was really funny n cute.. Sorry dear, just to give u a surprise! Yeah meeting her later.. So happy.. See u!

Another day at work!

2006-05-19T01:35:00.000+08:00

Actually was planning to accompany Nora to the Singapore Warehouse to collect our prize money for being champion in our company Dinner & Dance competition! But Josephine called when i was about to leave the house n alas, i need to go work early becoz there were two ppl on MC!

Reach there about 11.15am n sign in at 11.30am! Replenishment left undone.. Shop was quite empty as in there are no customers around.. Manpowerment was really pathetic.. Always that case so not a surprise.. LOL So when i signed in, immediately Victor was asked to open the replenishment.. No thanks to the auto replenishment that we had 12 to 15 cartons to open! Storeroom flooded not by water but merchandise! Really really speechless becoz they want effectiveness n efficiency in a economic way => IMPOSSIBLE is the only word to use!

Time really passed very slowly.. It took so long before it was in the evening.. Den another decade for the time to switch to 8pm.. Was asked to change the mannique display merchandise.. Guess wad got poke deep into my thumb by the arm.. A sharp stick which was invisible to the naked eyes of human.. Haha heng the wound cant be seen but i have to pull the small sharp stick from my wound.. Seconds ticking away slowly, n when i looked at the time.. It was 15mins before 10pm.. I was like dying of gastric pain.. Acting up again.. haa felt like fainting becoz i was hungry n pain at the same time.. To add on to the worst situation, we cant close the shop till we hit a certain amount of sales.. hahaah funny to say, there was really no one around n we were so bored that we can sing along loudly at the selling floor.. It was really hilarious! N thanks to a customer that we manage to close the shop becoz she bought two denims but i have to alter immediately for her.. TAMADEdede~ hahaha

In the end we left the shop almost 11pm.. Poor silly waited for me till that timing n she have to wake up early tml to attend classes.. Should not haf let her wait.. hee.. Hurt me to see her so tired too.. Glad to know that the newspaper comes in handy for her test today n also she did mention that both the test n interview were a success! Smart dear i haf.. but only a clap for u LOL Alright that all for today becoz i work morning shift tml! So need to go sleep now! Cya..

On The Line!

2006-05-17T00:38:00.000+08:00

Yep went to send my dear to sch again.. Hee woke up early n went to the supermarket to get the ingredients needed to make my sandwich.. After that rush down to meet her n send her to sch.. Had enough sleep thus i did not overslept while i am in the train.. hhaha

Once i reached home, head back to sleep n woke up at about 4pm! hahaha den met JJ n YY to go shopping for the design of our jeans that are meant for work.. Kao spent almost 1 hr plus walking around the spotlight but could not find anything tht was needed for my jean.. All of us bought for a total figure of $75.40.. DAMN EX lar.. hahaha Anyway we just bought the stuff n head to YY's house becoz JJ had something on so he need to go back CCK..

Walk to Teck Whye to buy the chicken wings n fries! Haha Bought for my family as well as for silly n her family! Too bad she was too full to eat any more wings! Sad for her becoz the wings are delicious! After that head back to my house to design our jeans.. Guess what the bleach we bought for the design of the jeans failed! No matter how many times we tried, just cant get the template design on the stupid jeans! hahaha so in the end we did rugged style instead of Bohemian! JJ cut a big hole in his pair of jean den he took mine n help me pulled my pocket off.. KNS hahaha.. So all our jeans r not even 1/2 completed.. Dun care liao just wear that.. we had decided on tat together!

Read my dear's blog.. Know that she is sad b4 hand also.. Try my best to cheer her up but to no valid hahaha.. felt i am useless Yes seeing her sad makes me both worried n sad too but i will be fine becoz i cannot fall.. I would need to be by her side giving her my care, concern, support n love.. Maybe i am giving her the unnecessary stress.. I wan to give her happiness, love n care but instead of that i tink i am giving her stress.. Maybe wenguang should not haf even existed.. God i wish that u torture me instead.. Silly i wanted to tell u that no matter what, i would be by ur side.. Do not worry, i am with you n i still love u no matter what hurdle we r face with n u haf my word! Even i am not around anymore, u would always haf my support, care n love.. I would be fine so dun haf to worry abt me! hahaha really.. Jiayou on ur upcoming presentations n tests.. i have nv nv regret having u as my dear.. U r my movtivation n my love.. Take care..

Fabulous Morning Outing..

2006-05-15T10:02:00.000+08:00

Haha went to look for silly dar b4 she goes to school tis morning and accompany her till she reached her school.. Haha got to see her b4 she goes to school LOL! She was darn tired n that y she is stoning again.. I just like the way she is so blur n silly n that makes her so adorable!

Dun worry dear! With or without make up, u still look attractive! P/S: got ppl looking at u hor! darn! how dare they look at my dar! just kidding LOL Ciao~

Mother's Day

2006-05-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah today is mother's day! Happy Mother's Day to all MUMs..

Ok planned to celebrate Mother's Day with my mum but she went shopping with her friends instead! Enjoy sia.. Nvm so i can sleep longer.. but its ok i bought KFC when i went back for her hahaha! Den met up with my silly in the early afternoon.. At first she was wearing a cover shoes but becoz the shoes create blisters on her ankle so no choice had to make her go back to change to her slippers.. LOL

Ok we planned to go somewhere near becoz she had to go back early to eat with her family.. So we went causeway point! Silly wanted to get a scanner cum printer so accompany her to Courts to look for one! After 15 to 30 mins, we finally got one canon scanner cum printer.. Haha it was having a promotion of S$199.. So we bought it! She got a voucher of 100 dollars thus we only need to top up another 100.. LOL

After that we left the printer at Courts and went for a stroll in CWP.. Saw a cake at Prima Deli which silly planned to get for her mum.. In the end we decided to buy it when we reached LOT 1! So went to carry the printer at Courts.. Lucky for me.. it was light or else i am wondering whether i can move it or not.. Make our way to her house to put the printer den we proceed to LOT 1 to haf our dinner..

Actually really happy that she make time to accompany me today despite her busy schedule.. She haven even prepared her speech for presentation tml.. hahaha After our dinner, we went to search for cakes at LOT 1.. We saw CHOCOLATE BANANA CAKE! Ok that was nice.. So we decided to get it.. hahaha act she got it becoz she like it! LOL =x

After we bought the cake , we left it at the cake shop and went for photo taking session! haha took alot of photos till we got so tired.. LOL alot of funny pics taken.. we even took photo while we will having dinner n i got her jin dian pictures.. hahaha Time really flies, so we took the cake from the bakery shop n send her home after that.. Hope her mum would like the cake!

Silly, i would like to apologise if i haf given u stress.. I promise i wont mention it again.. Ignore what i haf said to u just now k silly.. Hope u enjoy today.. becoz i always happy to be with .. THE END......

Beautiful Saturday..

2006-05-14T03:59:00.000+08:00

It was a freaking tiring day on Vesak Day plus went chill out with Jinsiong n Geoff! Thus woke up about 11 plus going 12pm today! Went to bath, chose my clothes n went off at about 1 plus in the afternoon.. Was supposed to meet her at 2pm at CCK but becoz i could not get into the bus thus took a cab down to CCK! Lucky i was in time to fetch her!

She got a fright becoz i was hiding behind the wall when she came out.. It was hilarious to see how she react.. So we proceed to Plaza Singapura to buy our tickets for the movie POSEIDON. The show was alright as it was quite predictable with a few ppl beating the odds getting out of the ship alive! Pictures, graphics were tremendous! Once we got our tickets, went to Bugis Street to shop!

Dear show me the green polo she wished to get for me but too bad there is no ladies' cutting! hahaha.. Den we went to the place where she actually saw the bad she like! She bought it for like 25 dollars>? That is damn cheap for a bag! It is very big too.. dunno what my dear gonna put what inside..

After we bought the bag, we went to the place where dear saw her fav tee.. Been walking round n round but the shop just disappear for no reason! Finally found it n ask ber to try it on! Guess what it really look damn pretty in her! She was considering like dunno whether she wants so in the end i bought for her the top! A quick n nice decision made!

After the whole of afternoon shopping, we went to arcade for house of the dead 2! Ok dear u improve alot on ur shooting now lar but in the end we still cant complete the game! After game, we head straight for PS to watch Poseidon.. Right after movie we went to have our beancurd.. WE bought n eat at esplanard area.. Beancurd was nice n hope silly like it! LOL went there to chat.. Silly HOpe u enjoy the outing n my company! Cya..

Met up with my friends!

2006-05-13T02:34:00.000+08:00

Hahah Happy Vesak Day to everyone pops by here! Was working today n it was a damn busy day! Does not even haf a chance to take a breath.. Yes today keep on gg to the loo.. Go until my leg going weak! Something wrong with my stomach, damn it! My mum keep on telling to go check up.. Dun wan means dun wan haha coz i am afraid! Was surprise that Jinsiong n Geoff called me during my lunch break.. Guess wad they called to ask me go chill out with them..

Straight after work, went to look for them n we went to Rouge to chill.. I cant drink so i did not order any alcoholic stuff! While Jinsiong ordered a Manhattan perfect n Geoff had his Miojio! Chat about how all of us had been doing! Yes it was really quite some time since we had time to sit down n chit chat like what we do in sch man!

Called silly n she sounded fed up n maybe angry.. Yeah silly no matter what happens, u still have me.. ya? Looking forward to shop with silly.. Hey u wan to watch Poisedon? hahah if u wan we go buy movie tickets b4 we head for shopping! Ur call k? Alright got to sleep or else i sure faint! Cya!

Boring Day at Work!!!

2006-05-11T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today is really a very shag day for me! Becoz yesterday is my company 25th anniversary Dinner n Dance! Went home quite late! N today i work MORNING! hahaha.. These past three days i have been looking n acting like a zombie n today finally, i do not need to act like a zombie becoz i am ONE!

During lunch break, give silly a msg n found out that she was busy! Yup mainly becoz tml she going to have her test n presentation! Silly u can do it! All the best~ Do not FEAR coz u got DEAR! hahah rhythm rite? hahaha!

Straight away after work.. Went to get Chocolate apple n some donuts for her becoz i was afraid she might miss her lunch tml n the chocolate is to perk her up when she is going to fall asleep when she is revising.. But alas by the time i reach her blk, she was watching tv! hahaha.. But too bad my silly is so smart so she guess i might be downstairs.. So the surprise factor i tried to arrange was gone in this way! LOL Silly hope u like the donuts n of coz the chocolate although u prefer the other one..

Alright see you silly n see you soon! lol

Giordano 25th anniversary Dinner & Dance!

2006-05-10T03:00:00.000+08:00

Today is our company 25th anniversary Dinner & Dance! As usual i work half morning n right after that, the dancers need to report to Plaza Park Royal Hotel at 5pm.. We were all late except for a few! LOL Raining heavily n due to the rain i got wet! So uncomfortable becoz it makes u feel sticky..

Reach there n practise on the stage that is set up in the ballroom.. Guess what? It was bloody small n we have to compromise with the space that we r given! Before it was our turn to perform on stage, my body was so stiff becoz i scared i would screw up the whole dance.. But when r on the stage n the whole of Giordano r cheering for you, that makes u perk up n feel like performing LOL Guess what silly? Got something joyful to share with you! We won the top prize! Yeah.. All thanks to your continuous support n encouragement.. Thank u thank u so much! hahaha When we heard that we r the champion n we could not say how happy we r.. Silly i just wish u could see me dance! LOL

After the dance, msg her n she say she was gg to sleep thus decided to give her a call to say good night to her personally.. The surrounding was so noisy n i almost cant hear what she say n we hang up after i told her good night.. Kind of make her sad.. so bad of me! =x Sorry dear, could not talk much with u becoz it was so noisy! Know that u r disappointed n sad becoz of the short duration we chatted.. Yeap i miss u n hope this sat would come sooner.. so i can see u!

Yes the stupid gastric really really killing me... Food served were great but most of them r with seafood.. Make me look like a monkey, scratching my body.. Lucky not that much.. Told silly abt it n she mentioned i would look funny n silyl when i keep scratching LOL..

Silly Cya soon! Miss YA

Apologies my dear~

2006-05-09T01:21:00.000+08:00

Hahah ok let me mentioned it! I am freaking tired today n i mean really really tired till i am behaving like zombie.. I can just stare blankly.. Shit tml still working half morning plus D & D..

Dear, i am so happy that you told me how u feel, really happy n i am sorry for keeping quiet.. I just go blank n speechless.. not that i wan to keep quiet silly! Hope u understand.. =) Yes i promise i would tell u whenever there are anything bothering me.. k silly! Like what i told u in the phone.. whenever we have problems, we say it out n solve together ok! If i did not honour my words, u can punish me anyway u like =p Silly i wont scold u regardless of what, plz do not worry or fear that i would shout at you k? n i know u did not planned to hide from me.. I know it!

Hahah i do have money for my own spending ar... LOL see i just bought a converse shoe that i cant wait to show it to u! I wan u to share my joy n happiness as well as sadness n sorrowness like what we promised each other right silly? LOL I just wan to teng teng ni only.. we practise compromising ok? hahaha

About my gastric pain, i tell u what you can do jus in case u did anything silly.. U just bring some sweets along. Although it might not totally cure it but it will ease the pain n also when i am having gastric, i cant drink cold drinks.. warm water is fine! If going for makan, i cant take the food too quickly which i always do will only make it worst! LOL with all the guide given, r u ok with that.. hahaha now u know i very troublesome hor! hahaha regret le mah silly?

P/S: u nv force me to take photos, its the other way round.. LOL

Happy Day!

2006-05-08T03:53:00.000+08:00

Wake up at abt 1 plus in the afternoon? hahaha saw my silly's msg scolding me a lazy pig! I tink that was what that woke me up LOL.. Lucky she msg me or else i would have 'die'~ Woke up n feeling giddy n nearly had a great fall! I might had too much sleep or not enuff sleep.. Ok back to the msg.. The moments i saw the msg, i gave her a call n chat with her!

Around 4pm, went to her block to fetch her.. At first was shock to see she carried such a big pinkish paperbag.. Freak out immediately becoz she was having difficulty in breathing just yesterday n today she brought such a big bag! All my fault for asking her to bring so much stuff which was so heavy for her to carry! Should had given myself two big slaps!

Before we head for orchard, went to the post office to post something that she sold to someone else! lol den went to meet her poly frens! LOL Saw the one who came to Giordano NAC to disturb me! Really seem different from the pictures in my silly's blog! After tat we head for orchard!

Went Far East to shop n she bought one tube for herself! It really look nice n its really suit her well! Den went to shop for accessories with her! n i know her favourite is gold with a little of silver.. Hard to find n expensive for purchase, cant purchase it now for her n i promise i would work hard de till the day i could finally.. It is really happy to know that my silly r willing to suffer with me! But I really hate to see her suffer like tis.. Every night i would always pray to lord that my relationship with her is everlasting.. Yes that is my dream! Now before i go NS i would simply wan to spend time with her, just the two of us.. Yes tinking of booking a chalet just the two of us.. Hope my plan would not have any hiccups!

A quick glance would simply make my day, a look would simply make my day, a chat with her would simply make my life n with her would simply build my future! Baby u r my present n my future! Believe me or not.. I want to be with you the world ends.. Time would actually prove my words..

The Reason

2006-05-07T04:05:00.000+08:00

After my half morning work in GIO, went home first b4 i meet my dar for movie! After we met each other, we head down to Orchard in order to shop for her stuff but in the end we went down to find ah boy n chatted with him for quite some time! After Wisma, we proceeded to NAC to look for Felix becoz my dar ask whether he was working ttoday or not..

Took our dinner at MOS burger! Some incident that make her feel upset but all haf been settled! Told her y n she understand! Silly! Yes today my silly share with me what make he so worried.. Yes I HEARD it but no matter what the results are, u r still the one i love most! Went for MI3, alright not that fantastic that all ppl who watched are rating but it is still a show that worth watchin! Silly regardless of what i would give u my full support! Cya! Miss u

Wonderful outing!

2006-05-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

Today after work went to me huishi xiaojie at Toa Payoh to cut my hair! Silly really sorry to make you wait for so long at the station n somemore make u sit down there waiting for my hair to be ready! LOL Ok the hairstyle was a little bit short.. aiya very short! lol So i feel quite weird..

After my haircut, we went to Bugis to take photos LOL Guess what i met a gay in the toilet n he keep smiling n talking to me! ok smiling n talking still ok! But can he has some dignity or not! SIMI DAJI!! he was doing something disgusting which i cannot reveal here.. it is really R21! KNS..

Told my dar abt it n she was laffing abt it.. Guess what she even suggest to go back to look for that person! Thanks ar! Anyway thanks dear for accompanying me to have our dinner with some of my classmates from poly! haha guess wad.. she n my classmates can gang up to shoot at me! damn power so fast gel! LOL

After the dinner at Marche, we went separate way from my classmates.. Went to MSQ to play arcade! LOL had fun playing house of the dead 2.. n dar guess what you had improved!! Happy or not! till round 5 u know! that is like an achievement! n went for DAYTONA after that! After all the fun we went back! LOL.. Yeap it was a happy day for me n i hope for her too! lol cya silly n miss u

Dreaming

2006-05-04T01:19:00.000+08:00

Went to work as usual with my gastric flu still on its work! hahaha.. Damn forget to bring my medicine so in the end had to suffer sliently LOL! But its ok becoz i got a call from my dar Huishi after i told her i am on break! yes i was elated to hear from her! Yes as usual she gave me a "hello" =p hahaha ok jus kidding LOL some time i really like to see her becoz she has the pure innocent silly look on her that make her so adorable to me!

Ok while talking on the phone, i was yakking to her like nobody biz! hahaha she just keep listening to me! oops my colleague told me i am too talkative lol nv let silly had a chance to speak LOL Oops told u guys i am talkative! Den she was so quiet n i tot something happen.. really scare me! She sounded so gloomy! haha nvm silly so how? my colleague praise u leh! happy?! Told u rite i nv bluff u le! Yeah tml gg out with my silly! So happy but i am afraid she would be tired on fri! lol

Silly haf some confidence in me k? i know u r trying very hard n i promise i would try my very best too! we work hard together! score A1 n eat the puff?? hahahaha.. Below i got one song to dedicate to u.. only the lyrics lol.. Hope u like it!

All My Life

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

I will never find another lover sweeter than you,

sweeter than you

and I will never find another lover more precious than you,

more precious than you

Girl You are Close to me just like my mother,

Close to me just like my father,

Close to me just like my sister,

Close to mejustlike my brother

You are the only one my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I thank God that I, that I finally found youAll my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

I promise to never fall in love with a stranger,

You're all I'm thinking of I praise the Lord above,

For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,

I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

And I hope that you feel the same way too

Yes, I pray that you do, love me

You're all that I've ever known,when you smile my face always seems to glow,

You turn my life around,

You pick me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,when you smile my face glows,

You picked me up when I was down,

You're all that I've ever known,

when you smile my face glows glows,

You picked me up when I was down

and I hope that you feel the same way too,

Yes I pray that you do love me too!

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life, I pray for someone like you,

And I thank God that I, that I finally found you

All my life I pray for someone like you

Yes, I pray that you do, love me too

All my life I pray for someone like you

Cya silly n miss u too!

I am so BLESSED! 2nd of May 2006

2006-05-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

Today is really really a very happy day for me! I got something to announce n that is i am with Huishi xiaojie! Could someone tell me that i am not dreaming about it! I could not use any words to describe how happy i am! It really like a dream come true!

Silly, u said u r not a good care taker.. hahah its okay den let me be the one taking care of you! Dun fear my dear, i like just the way you are n that what makes you so special to me! Hope you like the songs that i have for you! N yes i would definitely treat you as well as now in the future! Any problems or unhappy things you can always share with me, i am here to share your burden! Whatever it is, let time prove everything silly! I miss you too! silly!

I feel like i am in dreamland! Am i dreaming?

Gastric..

2006-05-02T10:23:00.000+08:00

Today i am down with a gastic problem.. hahaha standard! My gastric is really the one who causes problem.. Lol Nvm i got to see the silly and she stand above all in my heart n of coz she is my lucky charm n brightest star! Just hope that she wont be sick of looking at me LOL!

Silly dun stress urself out k? hahah! i tag on ur board also hee.. Yes you become braver becoz u watch when a stranger calls n i can vouch for that! Who dun believe tell them to ask me den i would said she lied! hahah kidding! Sorry i did not mean to bring you for such a show becoz i tot it is a suspense show =p It was so fun playing arcade with you.. We play again ok? lol dun worry u r not dragging me down have some confidence in yourself silly~

Love a person means that you accept her good n bad without hesitating!

Sweet moments

2006-05-01T06:38:00.000+08:00

Went to see JJ performs his lion dance today n found it to be tiring but interesting. It was an eye opener for me as i had nv nv seen tis kind of lion dance practise! Thanks JJ n sorry for being late! hahaha

After that, went to fetch silly from her house n got a surprise for her! Hope she like it! It was such a nice evening spent with her! I am so happy yes sure i am happy! Thanks for giving me one of the ans to the three questions i asked! hahaha Ignore what i said or do if feel stress k silly! U r really silly! Worry so much.. LOL one silly girl i ever seen n tat what makes her so special!

Even if i only manage to get one small glance at her, its enuff to make my day!

Tired!

2006-04-29T03:52:00.000+08:00

Today was a very very very tiring day coz i am working full shift! Alot of things happened n procedures all cocked up! Damn frustrating.. Wish to tell my silly! But dun wan to let her get affected becoz she is cheerful once again i hope! Just wish to see her smile n it enuff to make my day! Went for dance practice after my work! Damn shag n i reached home at 3.45am! What the heck! So early lor.. It was fun actually with us figuring all the move n of coz SILLY we r considering the moves from the movie we watched together - "Take The Lead"!

Yeah cant wait for tis sun to come! y? i am meeting her n yes so elated abt it! Silly, tis sun i need to go for my friend's religion stuff which is his lion dance n i promised him long ago le.. That y i can only meet u in the evening.. hahaha We miscommunication about tis.. sorry~ But nvm! i arrange next sat n sun also off! But if u not free can tell me k silly!

Have to thanks Anna for changing my shift to Afternoon later in the day! Or else i am going to be like zombies just like our dance grp name - "Hangers" hahaha would really hang down there stoning like a zombie!

Even it would take me a lifetime to make her happy, i would still do it!

Bro, its for u!

2006-04-27T11:54:00.000+08:00

Hey bro! Know you have been feeling down tis few weeks even though u did not show it too us! But i know it jus that i do not know how to console u! As u know talking crap i am no 2 becoz u r no 1 hahahah!

Hmm.. How abt we arrange sometime to go pubbing again? I will break my vow tis time round jus to go pubbing with you! hahaha! Go drink n chit chat alright? U can always look for me if u got any probs.. No probs i also welcome U LOL! u take care.. My phone is on always.. Mus remind u coz u always forget that point! Cya ard

My first part of life is going to have a full stop? Should be

2006-04-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. 43 days b4 i officially say goodbye.. Yup leaving with regrets n sadness but with no choice.. Yep i would try to stop worrying abt certain ppl i love becoz i know he or she would have the courage n determination to stand tall again as what he or she had said.. All these weeks or mths had certainly given me happiness n of coz memories to what i have actually spent those precious moments with her.. Its all i had actually wished for! yep i am grateful to what i had been given! Thanks lord!

Yep got to start preparing soon! Resignation letter had already long been prepared.. Jus waiting for Anna to sign n for me to set a time to go back to SG Warehouse for an exit interview.. Irene Shai was asking me y am i quitting n at that very moment, i felt that i actually gonna leave with a heavy heart instead of living with joy as i always tink so! Really it was very stupid n idiotic of me to tink in tis way! hahaha

I was freaking tired as our NAC n MSQ team went down to the SG Warehouse for an audition.. Wake up freaking early! Abt 5 plus to 6 am in the MORNING~ Hello it was like earlier than the rooster! hahahaha.. call JJ three times n pek chek thus calling thru his lame fax machine. As usual, got to hear the lame sound which prick my ears so much that i wanna shout SIMI DAJI! haha!

Audition was alright. NOt much confidence in us but we manage to put up a so-so performance.. Actually i was the one spoilting the dance move! SO STUPID of me! Sorry guys n u guys were great! After that we went MAC for breakfast? Den i head back to orchard to work.. Alamak, i was like super tired! keep nagging ard michelle chua, lena, Sheda n carol! They was like what de? who cares! LOL.

Haha another thing! Yup would like apologise to the Silly pot belly pig for smsing too much! I honestly forgot abt the bill thingy!

Batam Trip

2006-04-24T09:18:00.000+08:00

Batam trip was fun! hahaha ok guys not what you all tink.. I went there for watersports n purely for that haha.. That silly girl keep on insisting i went there for women which is totally not true! haha She is the only silly in my mind.. =x Hope she missed out that part and tis should do the trick.. I am so smart! Muahahaha! Ok we reached Batam abt 9.30 to 10.30am in the morning. First thing we went to Harris Hotel to check in n they keep us waiting for an hour? But the hotel is simply superb as in term of the facilities.. The room is simply fantastic for Batam! Before we got our room, they had tis special performance for the group of VIP guests arrving at the hotel! It was great looking at them dancing n singing along with the so called country music, so heart warming n my kind of environment!

After we placed our stuff in the hotel, we went scouting n head to the go-kart area to have some fun! LOL Btw, u can used Singapore currency to pay for the expenses and DO NOT ever change to rupiah coz very bo hua! Tis is my FIRST time playing GO-KART and it was hell of experience for me.. It gives u excitement when u r driving the GO-KART n one thing, the speed was incredible n maybe faster than 80km/hr.. We played twice n got buang twice too! hahaha

After the GO KART, here's where the water sport comes into action man! We started with the Para-Sailing.. One word for it! Incredible!!! The sun was great n the wind was strong! Perfect weather for para-sailing! U might feel abit nervous if u have not done it b4 but trust me you would definitely like it! Becoz it gives u the feeling that the world is at your feet n definitely you are "Flying" of coz with the help of the parachute! lol When you are really really at the maximum height. LOOK DOWN! y? the view is really beautiful! its heaven! How i wish i have a cam corder with me to record down the view.. They even dip you into the water n drag you along the blue water of Indonesia! Cool right?

After para-sailing, we went straight for JETSKI! It was so much fun n better than in Singapore becoz you can go as far as you want! I cannot imagine i am out in the sea n full speed ahead with the Jetski! Incredible.. But one thing is Jetski is quite ex! lol But worth the price.. trust me you would really love it! lol

Before we realise the time, it was already late n we decided to go dipping in the swimming pool b4 we head to our hotel to rest! Roughly abt 10pm, we head down to the place we had our watersports n let me tell you the place is romantic at night! n how i wish i can spend it with her just for one night lol especially with the sea by your side.. Food there r great! Pictures would be uploaded when i received them!

After my Batam trip, i got a chance to meet up with her.. lol It give me joy when i see her even it is only for a few seconds it would be still nice.. Still tink i am bothersome always troubling her.. Stupid me! Hope that she manages to wake up in time for her school becoz i drag her out till so late! oops =x

Cya!

For you SILLY! =)

2006-04-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

Silly! Know you are having a hard time going thru tis rough patch but believe urself that you can do it! Always follow what you really wanted to do.. but please spare a thought for urself ok? I am always here for u n whenever or whatever the problems are, you can always come to me..

The world might turn their back against you but trust me, wenguang wont.. Even if you would to find me bothersome i would not ignore u.. =) Good nite n sleep well..

2006-04-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. i am angry at myself.. angry at myself for spitting what i am not suppose to say! All i ever wanted is she is happy n cheerful coz i love looking at her smiling.. Yes it sound sick.. LOL y i got to add on additional problem to her current one? I nv expect anything back from her after i told her.. All i wanted is simple.. Her to be back to a normal self => Cheerful, happy and looking for new spout n be with him( i am not refering to myself) hahaha that all i wish for.. All i ever wanted is to bring a smile back to her.. if i had two wishes just two, God i just hope u grant her happiness n even to make me lose my happiness, i am willing to.. Idiot indeed i am but i dun care.. Yes i dun care! Second is to ask her to ignore what i do what i say becoz i believe i am spoiling everything. Indeed i am..

"You're Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high, [ - video/radio edited version]

Fucking high, [ - CD version]

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

Sick again but happy day

2006-04-18T01:35:00.000+08:00

Today woke up as early as 7am to wake felix up for his work.. Lucky he picked up the phone or else he is gonna be late again.. Den i was having fever again.. LOL.. Sian..

Den i went back to sleep.. Woke up at abt 11 plus to 12 to go work.. Damn tired n dun have the feeling to go work haha feel like taking MC but cant becoz later they will tension me! So decided to go work n have a long boring day at the selling floor becoz there is no customer at all! SIMI DAJI! hahah

Hmm.. Today is really a happy day for me! Yeah! Even its just for awhile or even my dream would nv be attained, but it would be good enuff last me for a lifetime! I mean it.. God know tis.. Thank you my lord.. Giving me such a motivation when i feel hopeless.. hahaha.. 16 of may is a special day for me n 17 of may is a joyful occasion! Hee..

Enjoyable n happy day but with a sad memory

2006-04-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

Alamak down with a fever of 39 degree after i came back.. Sian fever come again when i tot it had subsidised in the morning! Went out with Huishi from morning till night.. Sorry silly for dragging u till so late den u reach home! hahahaha

Watch Firewall. It was a fantastic show, so guys should catch it while it is still available to you. Btw, we went to The Cathay Cinema to watch n good news is the price of the ticket r the same as any other cinemas u can find!

After all this, planned to go down to sentosa for a night breeze but alas it was raining heavily. So the idea was cancelled.. So unlucky, today kana birdshit on my head n lucky the bird did not have a stomachache becoz the shit smell nthing.. Den we got the no 8 when we went for our lunch n dinner.. Eventful day.. After all this, went to Esplanade to sit down n chat till we r stoning.. hahaha thanks huishi, really enjoy it.. Hope you like it too..

Sad part shall not be mentioned.. just know that it was not good hahaha n act get some sort of answer so i can go NS without any regrets.. Hope everything goes well for ......! haha cya ard

Afraid..

2006-04-16T01:12:00.000+08:00

It is really scary n frightening to know the truth that you do not wish for.. The weight of that feeling really dampens one's feelings.. JJ is making some sense.. might as well get the answer n at least it really kills off your hopes if is a negative response..

Haha although he is making sense but sometimes fantasy is rather a much better choice than reality. Although in thou heart, u know it is impossible but u rather live in ur fantasy where you have created urself that u hope u would nv wake up from it! Do they understand.. Yes i guess but not fully.. is tis kind of ppl consider a coward? count me in den if it is.. becoz i tink i am one.. LOL seriously i would prefer to live in my fantasy right now rather den facing the reality which i tink is a negative response..

Cya.. gonna go rest..

Going BATAM!

2006-04-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

Oh man.. what a week.. I am super duper shagged.. Today was a damn unlucky day for me. WHY? hahaha i wrongly cut two pants at one go.. What a genius! What have gone into me.. Wake Up! Alright forget abt the work.. So sian abt work.. Hope i can have money without working.. LOL

Haha went for dinner with Huishi two days ago and it was a funny evening with her.. Y? She entertained my lame jokes n craps.. LOL! I am really speechless. We went for the duck rice n i got her an additional egg becoz she is so thin.. lol Later ppl tot i toturing her by not giving her enuff to eat, HAHAHA! Plz eat more Huishi! Den i brought her to CAN Cafe to chill.. Hope the atmostphere make her feel good.. God bless her..

Alright! Next week BATAM trip.. Hehehe gonna have fun there.. See ya!

My COM is BACK!

2006-04-08T03:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah! After so many days.. finally my computer is back in action.. So its time for me to blog again.. LOL.. These few days have been fulfilling becoz my week was full of activities n of coz WORK!

Oops forgot to mention something.. Would like to thanks my sis's fren for repairing my computer so quickly. If the acer ppl will to help me i tink they would have give me a lousy repair for my computer! hahaha..

Okay! Back to the original topic! I brought Huishi, Kaori n Felix to a place named Blu Jarz! Nice place with good food n ambience.. 4 out of 5 stars rated! Thanks to Jason for recommending this place in the first place b4 i could get my frens there! I bought 2 t shirts on that very particular day which i had worn one today.. Tml would be another piece.. After the meal, we took lots of pics with Huishi's cam till the batt was flat b4 we went home happily.. PS: huishi, remember to send me the pics ok? hahaha.. ok guys, That all for the night outing at Blu Jarz!

How about today? Was off today, planned to go sentosa for another session of tanning with Felix but den in the end we cancel it. Reason being that the sun was crazy enuff for we to reject the idea of tanning.. Thus I got Felix to accompany me down to TPY to cut my hair n after that we head for town to catch a movie.. Met JJ n den that Elaine came late becoz she was still sleeping when we called her at 3 plus n in the end she reached abt 6pm.. Sian Ji Pua.. After movie, we waited for JJ n den all of us went home together..

Once i reached home i found something! Army letter on my table.. Yes Guys i am going in this June.. Actually was hoping that i go in earlier but after that i dun feel like gg in earlier becoz i got some hopes that i have not fulfill.. But right now i tink going into army is better becoz i know the thing i hope to happen would definitely not happen.. hahaha So i better get myself clear.. I am feeling sad n of coz hopeless n useless.. Haiz.. What to do.. the more i mention the more i remind myself of it.. Get that out of ur mind n prepare for army!

Sick

2006-04-01T00:55:00.000+08:00

Today suppose to work full shift but i fell sick n thus was on MC today! Boring! becoz i could do basically nthing but just stare blankly into my computer screen. Haha after i went to see the doctor den i realised i got so many pills to take.. more than 5 different kinds of pills ooo scary!
Sometimes, i just dunno what to do..

Beware of starting what you may later regret - Can i beware? It had already started and of coz the quickest way to acquire self-confidence is to do exactly what you are afraid to do! But can i do that? hahaha...

Tis sentence is by William Shakespeare - God shall be my hope, my stay, my guide & my lantern to my feet. Hmm.. How i hope tis would be very true..

~Losing faith n hope slowly~

Felix's Birthday Celebration

2006-03-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

Today is a long n tiring day but to sum up, it was a very happy celebration. Went to meet Felix at the Yishun Mrt Station b4 setting off to CityHall to shop for his bag but he was late for nearly an hr? Its ok becoz today is his big day so he is the biggest! LOL

Hope he enjoyed the celebration today becoz we really put in mass effort to help me celebrate his 20th birthday! Ok back to the shopping session.. We went to 2 shops to let him choose the kind of bag he liked and in the end, he chose the one at the ProjectBlood Bro! Ok not bad becoz it suits him.. hahaha

After the shopping session, we went to STC for games.. Guess what we played? HOUSE OF DEAD 4! Freaking hard game becoz it requires alot of shaking action to reload n shake off the dead ppl in the game! Damn tiring, our hands almost seem that they dun belong to us LOL We play twice n get killed by the stupid first stage king.. It gave us a smelly kick on us n we were DEAD LOL! There came two guys who started playing the game n they were really pro at it! Den when we see how easily they killed the king den we realised we were so stupid to keep shooting at the king instead of the using the grenades HAHAHA! Damn paisae!

In the evening, i sort of bluff Felix that i will not be gg to the dinner gathering becoz i meet someone els.. So after the "bluff", went to fetch Huishi from her workplace becoz it seem like raining and in the end it did rain abit so heng! LOL The funny thing is that she did not realise that she was taking a long cut to her workplace until this very moment.. HAHA she is so blur!
Soon we reached PS n got a cake at BreadTalk for Felix! So excited abt it becoz he is gonna have a surprise LOL becoz we got a cake for him n a surprise VIP => HUISHI!

After all the celebration, we went on separate ways.. I sent Huishi home n went home after that.. Sian tml FULL shift..

Time to wake up wenguang! GIVE UP! LOL Accept it! Oh army letter when r u coming? I hope to enter quickly.. This is my only wish left now..

A word of advice for myself = Try to keep your soul young and quivering right up to old age, & to imagine right up to the brink of death that life is only the beginning n I think that is the only way to keep adding to one's talent, to one's affections and one's inner happiness.

~Losing hope quickly...

Another day at work!

2006-03-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

Aiyo.. another day at work! Today is really a boring day as not much customers in the shop n all i cant do is folding n folding! Seriously i think i am going to collaspe soon becoz we are required to do this n do that! Hello! I am only taking a 7 dollars per hr only LOL.. But nvm since i am working i haf to adapt to the environment

I am DEAD! Tml we are gg out for dinner with Felix to celebrate his birthday which is on Friday but becoz he is gonna spend that day with his beloved thus we haf to celebrate on thurs! I am still searching for a place with nice food n reasonable price to dine in! HEADACHE! Yeah gg to sing happy birthday song, my all time favourite hahah sound stupid rite? NVM i like it becoz whenever i sing happy birthday to my frens, i would know that someone is older so i am not the only one who is getting older LOL! Oops dun ever let them hear or see that, or else i wont get to sing! Hope that my queen would come, a little of joy might be able to brighten her day!

Shit beside having problems with the dining location, the present as well! hahah.. Lucky Felix mentioned to me just now that he would like to get a bag so tml i would accompany him to shop for bag n i would pay for it! Haha n thats is his BD present.. Something he wish to get! Cool one stone kill two birds! Smart ass n i mean myself LOL!

Regarding my life, it goes like this => every now n den, i would be waiting to go work when i am at home and waiting to go home when i am at work.. Basically nthing interesting for me to carry on.. It is all so quiet nowaday.. When i am happy or sad or haf something to say, i would turn to the mirror n say it out! Pathetic huh? haha well that my life! Anyway life goes.......

Time is running out for me! If i haf enuff time, my decision might change n my confidence level might rise every day but right now, i am lack of time... How i wish god would fulfill my dream that i wish for and i know ir myself that this is the only dream that i would ever wish for! =) Alright that all folks! Stay tune CYA!

Joyful Day

2006-03-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

Today is a very nice day spent! Honestly smiles are all around n i am happy! Felix's Birthday coming up tis fri? Haha alright bro you shall be surprised! hahaha

Hope tis day last..

Frustrated!

2006-03-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. tinking of what to get.. that the only ting i can think of.. LOL

Outing with Huishi aka My Queen~

2006-03-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

Today was an eventful day for me! After my work, supposed to meet Huishi at Orchard Station but in the end she went to NAC to wait for me! So sorry my queen dun punish me LOL! becoz i need to get drinks for my colleagues mah so late! But another thing is she got to see the handsome felix who just got tanned and AUNTIE you owe me a meal LOL! Just Kidding later felix come n kill me!

Original plan was to accompany her to shop for her fren's BD present but in the end she said no need.. LOL so we went for lunch instead.. Damn i was starving thus i order myself a prawn noodle - it was not bad! n as for Huishi, she ordered a chicken rice! but of coz mine was nicer LOL

After lunch, we went straight to PS to watch movie.. Reason y we go to PS becoz Huishi said she nv watch movie at PS b4! Oh my so i was her tour guide today~ It was hell of laughter for us as the movie was funny plus a grp of ang mo kids sitting behind us.. they were so hyper!

Den we went to newton to eat our waffle after our movie! lol Cool tell u all a secret.. Huishi dunno how to eat her waffle n she caused her waffle to get drown! hahaha oops i would get my punishment if she saw tis! But she is too far to punish me so too bad.. As there are some problems with my stuff so pictures would be release on my next blogging! Sorry for any inconvenience caused! We did photography! hahah alot of photos taken - mostly Huishi becoz i just like taking photos for others except for myself!

After that accompany Huishi back to CCK n supposely was to meet with my fren but in the end cancel becoz i was too tired n there was no reply frm my fren as well.. that all for the day i am too tired becoz i reblog as i lost my blog.. LOL CIAO~

Tiring week

2006-03-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

It had been two to three weeks that i got our of NYP after my examinations. Finally i have the time to update my blog.. It had been a busy week as i got a hectic job schedule but nvm when it pay day den i will be satisfied becoz i would be surprise at how much i would earn.. Sad to say, tis mth not much so i will still be a poor person.. LOL!

Tis week is another hectic week for me as beside working all closing shift, i had planned some activities to relax lol.. Thurs gg to sentosa for tanning session with Calvin n Felix.. Hey Felix better get tanned so that your mum knows that i bring u for tanning LOL.. But thurs seem abit long leh.. haha know i put it forward but too late! And tis coming Sat, gg movie and waffle eating with my QUEEN - HUISHI! LOL wait till she see tis blog, she would be shocked as i blog that she is my queen LOL..

Maybe i would be killed when sat comes..... SAVE ME PLZ! hahaha Later i would have shop meeting which would happen in abt 5 hrs time? oh god must wake up early and i just wish i can wake up.. Alright shall end this as i am too tired to continue.. Ciao~ gg to sleep.. SEE YA

Complicated

2006-03-14T01:56:00.000+08:00

Its really really hard to be helpful.. want to be a bad person but jus cant do it.. Wish i am dead.. Miss my dad although i am not in good term with him.. My grandma too...

Happy 21st Birthday to QIUYING!!

2006-03-04T01:03:00.000+08:00

It was quite an eventful day for me... Loads of stuff happened! lol.. Firstly, i was doing my alteration den i dunno how n why got my damn finger poke thru the damn needle! Normally your reaction would be to pull away from it and so i did that n the injury got worse! Blood flowing out like water u saw from the fountain!

After a day work, i went to my buddy - Qiuying's Birthday BBQ! Wow the cake was damn big lar.. hahaah tot i could have one on my 21st birthday but i guess not everything would go your way rite? Hmm.. Went there and found myself to be so quiet.. Guess ppl do change from a noiser person to a more quiet person! Just like what i found myself to be! Saw Qiuying and she had matured from who she previously was hahaha good news for her.. Lastly, Qiuying! I would like to apologies for leaving early as i was super duper shack already! Happy 21st Birthday to YOU! May all your wishes come true!

Now what i do after my poly life is to work at the moment to earn some money to use for my army purchases! Tough, Tired and sick are the only words that came to my mind! REally sick n tired of working! Anyway hope i leave earlier than i intended to.. Getting sick of i see, felt everyday! Guess that all for the day as my eyes could hardly open after such a long day.. CYA!

Confused and Bored

2006-02-26T14:35:00.000+08:00

Yoz its me again! Haha funny to see me blogging so frequently right? Often i need to get complain by my frens that i dun blog till they are sick n tired of reminding me! In the end, they gave up and forsake my blog for entries.. Right now, i am getting the hang of blogging! Y? Reason is simple = becoz i got nthing to do! No date, no outing, no lunch, no dinner, basically nthing at all! Clubbing is a NONO for me right now! Trying to control the clubbing habit! Bad for your pockets! You need a strong string to prevent your pocket from opening! Pubbing is also a NONO for me! Bad for health, makes you look older than u should n other stuff lar that would affect your health!

Now it seems like i am starting a new whole life afresh starting from army! Those friends, buddies seem so afar whether r they willing to keep in contact with you is mystery.. That remains to be seen! hahaha But of coz i hope i would definitely like to keep in contact with all of them! That is spoken n typed from the bottom of my heart and tips of my fingers.. Whether they treat you nicely or badly, they are still the people you spend three years with me in POLY! Definitely there would be some or maybe majority tat dislike for who i am but of coz the minority would be the ONES keeping me warm at heart.. It would still make me cherish my poly like becoz of tis minority!

Today just came back from my soccer game at woodlands n tat what i do every SUN to pass my time! It was a moderate game becoz i dunno y? lol Damn tired rite now alright i shall stop here den!

FINALLY!

2006-02-23T02:39:00.000+08:00

Too good to be true.. My last paper finally ended! I have graduated from NYP although it is not consider official but to me i have graduated! It worth the celebration that i had today! Went KTV with my whole bunch of classmates and we sing songs talk cock play mahjong.. I am going to proceed on to the next part of my life after turning 21 tis year on Valentine day. Around June, i would have to part with my precious hair(i mean hair that grows on the head). No more PINK IC but GREEN CARD! hahaha! My fren actually give me an advice n that is to look at my IC more becoz u wont get to see it for 2 WHOLE DAMN YEARS!

Honestly if u ask me whether i am excited that i am gg to the army n i would reply u that i am actually looking forward to it! This might sounds abit crazy but really its something that you nv tasted n of coz ur curiousity would actually tells u that! BUt now to tink of that, its quite boring coz i am gonna waste two bloody years n by the time i go for my degree, i would be as old as 23?

JJ if you are reading now? U better remember to link my up in your blog or else ar? HURHUR u will get it from me! just kidding! Plz rememer to do so n even you had forgotten all about it, its ok! Just update your blog coz you seem to be full of activities everyday so it is quite interesting to read what you have blog man!

ONE more day!

2006-02-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

YES another module down! excited about it! Tml finally is the last paper but today i still have to study.. Boring... BUT nvm becoz after tml at the time of 6.30pm, i am gonna be FREE! YEAH! Alright i am going to slack right now.. So i wont blog much today.. See Ya

Exams Period

2006-02-18T18:24:00.000+08:00

Luckily for me, yesterday paper which is on HRM was a breeze.. I could do all almost all the questions so phew~ But the next paper can really kill me - IMC! The study scope was alot many huge whatever word tat can make it look jialat! Now i am half dead while trying to read the words from the text! Ok all of you must be wondering why am i so stupid to use the text? Not that i wish, reason being the lecturer only give the tips on the text n not the slides so what am i supposed to do? read the text just as he said so..

OH LORD! i just wish that exams would be debarred.. Blessed me my lord.. Save me!

Angel!

2006-02-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes life just aint going the way we really want it to be? Honestly, what is done with is done! Get over it as soon as possible and its the only way that ur exciting journey in this world would continues.. Not to mention about relationships, when its over den do not look back as it would only give u discouragement for your future relationships.. Have you ever tot of your future partner as it only bring unfairness to him as he did nthing to receive such treatment..

Read your blog and can see that you are still dwelling over it! NOt your fault entirely but to mention about the msg on Valentine Day.. Come on tell him to get a life! What does he wan after what he have done? Does he still tink that everything would be normal and i tell u its really impossible. Does he really care about what you felt at that point of time?? Probably not! Most ppl only care whether do they have a peace of mind when they did something horrible by just making sure the victim of theirs forgive them and that what makes them have a peace of mind.. It true not that i am making up stories.. Dun believe ask yourself and answer would pop up..

Angel move on.. he is not worth the wait.. There are tons n tons of better n more eligible guys out there.. Take your time n choose becoz u r still young! To me i am really pissed off when u told me about it.. Giving some lame excuses and just leave? Totally unforgivable! It creates an impression that he is just using you to pass his time! Make sure you consider carefully next time! After i have spoken so much.. It your decision to do what you tink its right.. Choose the life you want to lead and not the other way round..

Birthday cum Valentine Day

2006-02-16T00:43:00.000+08:00

Its been 24hrs since my birthday! Yeah! finally after so long i turn 21.. Boo for becoming so old.. NOW i am an adult and i have my own freedom! But one sad thing is i stayed at home and do nthing at all except for playing my DOTA and sleep.. It was bored. There was nthing basically i could do and i could not just go out alone becoz it will be weird with so many couples around and hahaha you would be the only one that is weird and every pair of eyes would be staring at you! My phone was bombarded with lots of wishes from my friends, colleagues and of coz i was smiling at the phone while receiving those msges as soome were really hilarious.. But one person whom i waited for her msg but i was disappointed that i did not received anything from her! Ya its time i really put away for good but i just could not! hahaha just forget about tis stupid stuff.

Firstly on my very birthday, i was cheated by my friend, xiao pang. She told me she wanted to pass me chocolate but in the end when i meet her she said she did not bring! hahaha afterward you know what she said?? She can still proudly admit that she did that on purpose! Worst! To tink that i would be so naive to believe her words! But its ok! I am a person with big heart lol that y i wont take it to heart.. We chatted for awhile before she went back!

Exams are just around the corner and in fact it is just this friday! I haven even open the book to study yet! Dunno whether should i feel nervous and gan chieong. I can even go out with my friend for a movie the following day. Guess what? the same scenerio happened again! She did not bring my present.. hahaha tink ppl nowadays had a bad habit => forgetfulness! not good not good.. hahaha

Alright i think i should end my essay here. Need to study for my HRM becoz i still need to go out tml.. hahaha CYA

2006-02-05T02:38:00.000+08:00

Time flew passed quickly just like the floating clouds in the sky. For me, something unpleasant or rather unhappy just happened. Felt like something in my life just keep on depleting one by one... Gonna graduate soon in about 3 weeks something which i am not sure whether should i be happy or frustrated about it! How i wish time would just stop at the moment when everything looks good and happy.. that my wish for my birthday! oh father is that wish possible.. please not a single comment whether it is achieveable or not! hahah just let me keep that hope going! =)

Sometime i jus hope someone would come up and tell me whether my heck care attitude is doing me good or harm but on my side i would really like to say that its not up to me.. Humans r like that.. they are getting practical jus like when they really need your help, they would come sucking up to you.. and and if they got nthing to ask from you, you would just an useless piece of garbage! arg! detestable right? But that explains why the world is round right? =)

Since my dad passed away, his death teaches me n my sisters that siblings' love are very important.. Deep down my heart, i am filled with both regretful and happiness. Regretful is because why we do not realise it earlier and only after our dad's death? Happiness is because i finally got my wish of coming in good terms with my sisters...

Very soon. i would be entering into the army which i would officially become a 'man' as what some of my gal friends said! haha amusing ain't it? This would be the time when we would lose 'hairnity'! hahaha we would kiss goodbye to our dearest hair and awaits it to be back only after 2YEARS! That is freaking long.. alright that is all for the army part why? Coz i haven enlist yet that y i dunno what to blog! hahah DE!

feelings

2006-02-01T15:12:00.000+08:00

Here's a story for everyone... Read through and think about it. It's really
meaningful. =>
Once upon a time, there was an Island where all the feelings lived:
Happiness, Sorrow, Knowledge etc, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink.
So all repaired their own boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decides to ask for help.
Richness was passing by in a great boat. Love said "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat", Vanity answered.
Sorrow was close by so Love asked for help, "Sorrow, let me go with you." But Sorrow said, "Oh.....Love, I am so sad that I need to be myself!" "
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgets to ask the elder her name.
When they arrived on a dry land, the Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered.
Time?" asked Love "But why did Time help me? Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "because only time is capable of understanding how great love is"
Love is a wonderful feeling and most of us are either in love or secretly admire somebody. But there is one thing about love. It needs time to grow, to mature and to last forever. Time teaches us many things about the other person. Just think of your parents, your siblings. You know that they have faults yet you love them. This is the kind of unconditional love you must be able to give to that somebody special in your life.
The main requisite for love is that one must be ready for it. Most of us feel that once we are in college, we must have boyfriend/girlfriend or there is something wrong with us. But this isn't love; it's toeing the line. This is also the main reason why many of us fall in and out of love frequently.
Love requires one to be strong and resilient because there will always be heartaches and one must be ready for them all, this one must be emotionally mature. Moreover, getting attracted to a good looking guy/gal and then looking out for a better looking one is just fooling around and never be mistaken for love.
Over time, you begin understanding each other for what you really are not the fancy dresses and costly gifts, but the real person. The person who will accept you with all your faults and weaknesses truly loves you. This understanding takes time. Love is a wonderful emotion but, like good wine, it needs to mature. It must weather many a storm before it becomes strong enough to last a lifetime and more.

Be Evil

2005-10-08T03:56:00.000+08:00

Dear All

This story tells us not to be "too kind" to our bosses: Here it goes:

There's this Jaga Singh who was working for a multi-millionare as a house
guard.

One day, while the millionaire was driving out to catch an early
morning flight to conclude a business deal, Jaga Singh ran out from
the guard house and stopped the millionaire's car just right in front
of the gate.

He said "Sir..Sir..are you going to board a plane?"

"Yes, why?" asked the millionaire.

"You had better cancel the trip. You see, last night I dreamt about
the plane going to crash."

Curious over the early morning fright that Jaga Singh had given, the
multimillionaire decided to cancel his trip.

"You better be damn right for this is a million dollar deal."

The following day, there were news reports that the plane which the
millionaire was supposed to take had indeed crash landed.

"Thank God I cancelled the trip,." the rich man said.

Realising that what Jaga Singh had said had come true, he called the
Singh to see him.

When the guard was called that morning, the millionaire gave him his

salary and FIRED him. WHY ?

Think first....

Use your brains

Use your brains!!!!!

Still no idea??

Come on...... it is very easy....

Still drawing a blank????

Just imagine you are the Singh and you have saved your boss's life........

OK, since you do not want to "use your brains" like Jaga Singh before
You talk to your boss..........

Just scroll down for the answer...

ANSWER:

Jaga Singh was supposed to guard the house at night ...NOT to Sleep
and Dream all night!!!!!

So, GO BACK TO WORK!! and Don't bother to try to save your boss's life!!

Haha!!!

Time let me ask u one question, why cant u just stop?

2005-09-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

Looking back.. guess i have been a failure.. i tried! really i tried.. but things doesn't go the way you want sometimes.. If only i have a wish, i need only one wish.. I will wish time will stop at that "time" but i guess that just the stupidness dream of mine.. Anyway life goes on..

A touching story

2005-09-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

Mary and Susan have been friends for years. They grew up together and attended the same schools. They are now both in their 40's, and both have great careers. They both have a similar upbringing - same education, same family values, similar support and financial position. But there was one main difference. Mary never seemed to have enough time. She watched her life long friend Susan. She had similar responsibilities and interests. Susan had a career, she had three children, and she had her hobbies, one of which included golf. Over lunch, Susan was telling Mary about the golf game that she played last weekend. "Susan, where do you find the time to play golf?" asked Mary. "I never seem to have the time, now with the children older and doing their own thing I thought I would have time to play golf like we did when we were in college." Susan looked at Mary and laughed, "Mary, we both have the same hours in a day. You do have the time to play golf!" With a sigh Mary replied, "That's easy for you to say. I never seem to have time. My work takes so much of my time. I am in the office at 7:30; I leave at 6:30 in the evening. By the time I get home and have dinner, it is 8:00! And then I usually have a briefcase full of work. The weekends are full of more work. Just to keep up, I have to put in the hours. You know what it is like!" "Of course, I know what it is like," Susan said. "But what would happen tomorrow if you got sick? Who would do the work?" "Sick. Who has time to get sick!" exclaimed Mary. "But if I did get sick, someone else would do the work, I suppose." "You know something, Mary; I used to be like you. I worked night and day and of course on weekends. When I got home I was exhausted but I would push myself and read my children a bedtime story. By the time I went to bed, I would be more than exhausted. The boss I had was very demanding. She was there early in the morning, late at night, and she always worked weekends. I felt I had to do the same - I needed the job to help support my family -just as you did. But then I had a change of bosses. The man I worked for was older and much wiser, I might add! Of course, I continued to work the hours I had been working. One day he came to my desk and passed me a card that had a quote on it which said, 'What I do today is important, because I will never have today again' - and then he left. I sat there stunned. I suddenly thought of what was important to me. While my work was important, I realised my children were more important. I also realised that time for me was important. It was 4:30, the official closing time of the office. I straightened my desk, felt a twinge of guilt about leaving, but I forced myself to leave. I was home by 5:00. My children and husband were surprised. I had a wonderful evening. It was not a chore to read that bedtime story that evening." Mary was looking at her friend thoughtfully and then questioned Susan about the work she had left on her desk. Susan replied, "I never thought this possible, but I actually accomplished more the next day than I had in weeks. As I was leaving the next day I stopped at my new boss's office and thanked him for the quote. He told me a story about advice his dad had given him many years ago when he was working night and day. He referred to it as 'Balance of Life'. His dad told him to keep balance in his work, in his family life and in time for himself. He explained to me, while all aspects of our life are important, without a balance, you become addicted and like all addictions you lose: - No balance with your family - you lose them - No balance with your work - you lose your perspective and you actually lose focus on the important aspects of your job. - No balance with yourself - you forget who you are and when you retire you have nothing! Or worse than that, if you lose your job through a company sale or downsizing you lose your identity. He went on to tell me that who we are is NOT what we do to make a living. Who we are is a balance of our family, our work, ourselves! It truly was the best advice I ever received." Mary took a drink of her tea and tearfully looked at her friend, "But I would never get my work done if I left at 4:30!" Susan looked thoughtfully at her, "When you go to work on Monday 1. Look at what you have on your desk 2. Make a list of everything you have to get done 3. And beside that list write the impact of not doing it 4. Then focus only on the top three items that have the most impact. 5. Do that everyday for a week. At first, you will find it difficult to leave. But, after awhile, you will find that you will have more energy, and you will be more focused in your work because you have BALANCE! There are times when we have to lose balance- a special project at work, or a family matter at home but consciously focusing on balance keeps everything in check." Mary smiled at her friend, "Thanks for talking with me. We have been friends for so long. Thank heavens I have balance with our friendship! You have convinced me. I will leave the work in my briefcase this weekend. On Monday, I will make the list first thing. Perhaps next weekend, I will have the time to go golfing with you!" "Balance of Life" - important for us ALL! They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realising that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realising that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognise is that they are realising that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realising that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realise that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realise that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move forward. You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision. You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender! What you may not realise is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Inspiring Speech

2005-09-25T01:57:00.000+08:00

Imagine Life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the
air. You name them - work, family, health, friends and spirit...and you are
keeping all of them in the air.

You will soon understand that work is like a rubber ball. If you drop it,
it will bounce back. But the other four balls - family, health, friends and
spirit - are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be
irrevocably scuffed, marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered. They will
never be the same. You must understand that and strive for balance in your life.

How?

Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because
we are different that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know
what is best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as
they would your life, for without them, life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for
the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live ALL the days of
your life.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile
thread that binds us together.

Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find time.

The quickest way to receive love is to give, the fastest way to lose love is

to hold it too tightly, and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you've been,
but also where you are going.

Don't forget a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.

Don't be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can
always carry easily.

Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved.

Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured each step and each day
along the way.

I CANT BELIEVE IT!!

2005-09-19T20:36:00.000+08:00

Yoz guys i am back! Dun worry! You are not short sighted or long sighted. hahaha Wow six weeks have passed & i am still having attachment! Eversince i joined SZG, i have already lost 4kg! Why? coz i keep on visiting my best friend of mine ---> the TOILET BOWL! Beside adding my signature or smell in the toilet, i got a serious injury on my back.. Tis is the worst injury i ever wanted for in my whole life. hahaha Oops guys plz dun worry, i did not hurt my back but i have been stab on my back for alot of time. Okay one stupid lame BABIRUSA uses it horn to poke my back! Y? i also dunno hahaha oh come on i am only an INTERN! What u will gain my putting ur lame horn into my back? Does it make you feel like shouting YIPPE? If it does den there must be something blocking your nerves tat transfer sense into your BABIRUSA's brain.. Jiawen! maybe you will like to study her BABIRUSA's brains rather than mine. haahaha.. I really cannot believe it she went to my boss n told her the stuff tat i nv even tot of! wow really super evil hahaha but i dun like coz i must be more evil! You get it BABIRUSA? Oh well i guess you dun! becoz YOU DUN UNDERSTAND HUMAN LANGUAGE. You OINK! lol.. I have already mark down the last day of mine attachment in the office computer calender n one last thing i must do is to remember to on my sound for my com & let everyone hears the alarm.. Woohoo gonna tink of what to celebrate.. Champage? haha yeah tat it.. I am sorry BABIRUSA, animal cant take alcohol! lol maybe you wan to try my niao niao or urine? hahaha.. Alright been drinking for the past few weeks.. i am going bankrupt.. hmm.. actually i am bankrupt! really have to eat air... tat y i have been farting for the past few days.. gosh my fart smell nice!! lol Really can someone tell me how to be a professional JERK!! it seem cool.. hahaha Sometimes i really ask myself this qn: What am i living for? FOr wad purpose? what REASON? impt thing is FOR WHO? hahaha all these question i do not have the answer.. hahaha i just hope i can just sleep for a few days without waking up or maybe forever den i wont have any problems. that seem nice! =) Time is so slow.. especially for attachment.. Shit i am really sick & tired of all these.. hahaha What shall i do? i still dunno.. so the legend continues............

What a day!!

2005-06-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

Oh my god.. went for my freaking Global Supply Chain Management test today at 10!! Think gonna fail coz i dun even know what the hell am i writing.. hahaha Victor n me were like aiya forget it let pass up!! lol After that we went for the Personal Selling tutorial.. and guess wad we got another classmate from North Paris and Fred was saying "nice to meet u" in french.. and i was like huh what the hell?? was he speaking french or scolding bad words.. it really sound like scolding smelly vagina.. hahahaha what the hell... Suppose to meet JS, Avia and Shennon(i suppose correct spelling?) ok lunch was interesting n entertaining.. when we meet them at Mac, it was late coz my stupid lecturer was like dragging the time and was keeping a lookout for me.. hahaha worst and he dun even know wad is "hot brownie" hahahaha n he still tell me to go Mac n buy said that it tasted delicious!! hahaha i dun wan to EAT SHIT!!

After JS n me settled down.. we went to get the the retarded sausages.. and i put the tissue paper just in case i spill the chilly onto my shirt!! hahaah wow JS was so HENG i asked him to put den later on i found a fucking big spot on his tissue.. lucky but the funny part is the chilly still manage to hit the t shirt of his.. wao lao BIG SPOT ON HIS TEE.. damn eeks YER!!

After that went for the International Marketing and kanna shoot by the Mun Tou!! Forget it.. haha heng i dun eat pao.. imagine it taste like EEK YER!! Straight after class went to meet JS and on the way i saw MINYI n NURUL.. They were painting on their nail n they paint hot pink on my finger and i went down to promote it and soon JS n gang went up to get their nails done too.. hahaha we look like bapo.. went ard showing off our nails.. ate at FJ but desmond did not get to see his WESTERN GAL.. SUAY hahaha went to FSRC play PSP den went to Bishan to slack n went back after that.. damn tired~ gtg

Entrepreneur ICA 2!!

2005-05-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

Today is another formal wear's day for me.. coz i haf to present today!! Last night i slept at 3 to 4 am in the morning and woke like about 9 plus to 10.. Washed up and get ready to meet JS at YCK station but he called n told me he was going to meet me at Sembawang!! reason? oh he miss YCK station!! hahaha wow i tink i got myself a disciple already.. =) I board the train and by the time i was reaching sembawang station den i saw JS already.. He was freaking listening to his IPOD den i shouted at him but he did not reply.. Everyone was looking at ME!! except him.. No choice i got to get out of the train to get him.. freaking JS!! hahaha

Right after that, i went to meet my grp member to do the project especially for the financial part which i dunno what we are doing!! The clock was ticking away but we just could not find the solution for the financial part.. hahaha While i was fucking fed up with my project den here comes the call which will make me blow my top.. that fucking max told him i am doing my project.. but he kept on disturbing making me very very the fed up! He just do not know what is really the right timing... AM I RIGHT MAX!!

Without finishing the project, went lunch with max and JS at FJ.. Went to visit the girl that Desmond like!! lol We ate chicken chop and the waiting time was fucking long.. Like they were cooking abalone like tat.. Nvm abt that, after that we bought Ice kachang with a scoop of chocolate ice cream.. hahah den we fight to eat the ice cream den Max go and put his mouth there den the ice cream drop on the table.. wow the worst part is he blamed us for that.. wow bro ar!! hahaha becoz of an ice cream.. whea!! Both of us walked off leaving poor JS behind.. haha that the funny part.. lol

Here comes the nervous part!! it time for the presentation!! the financial statement cock up.. Dun really know what are we counting.. LOL we waited for about an hr? n FINALLY our turn came.. we start presenting as normal till it reaches the financial part when i started laffing coz the financial statement really like shit.. luckily the teacher nv really emphasis on it but told us to make changes to it.. phew~ a sigh of relief for me and my grp mates..

Right after my damn entre, went to look for JS den we went to slack at FJ and Mac but feel bored!! So we decided to go to his FSRC to slack.. Guess wad? i got to know a marketing junior today!! yea she sounded like a making of a good marketing student!! just like ME!! hahahaha She is very very interactive.. what a surprise?!! and we keep on talking on n on until the teacher came and call my name.. WENKWANG stop disturbing my student lol what the hell JS was there as well.. eek er..

After all these den we went home.. OKAY JS stop looking glumpy whole day long can?? that is freaking sianz.. lol where is the R4 spirit?? think there is something wrong with the three of u.. haiz dunno what to say.. THE END!!

The PAST...

2005-05-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

Quite a boring day today.. need to attend lectures as the lecturer caught me absent last week!! Tink i damn suay.. LTC so BIG also caught me absent n that is what i consider suay.. First time in my life i listen to what the lecturer got to say n FIRST TIME i make NOTES on my lecture notes.. Guys n gals who read my blog today.. go buy toto or 4D.. sure win but win already do not forget my share ya?? hahaha

Sometime i wonder whether could i change the frank attitude that i have.. dun really know whether it is good or bad.. its hard to change as well after so many years.. i jus feel being frank is good rather den talking behind ur back.. forget it..

Well today went to KTV den after that went to novena to slack with "JACKIE" talk abt how we get to know each other.. really fun when we talk about how we knew each other.. the incidents and to tink of it.. those are the times when we really enjoy our life to the fullest.. agree JACKIE?
okok tink gonna end here.. seem quite boring to blog.. whea!!

WELCOME MYSELF BACK TO THE BLOGGER WORLD

2005-05-16T21:22:00.000+08:00

Hello guys n gals!! the ever carefree wenguang is back!! quick can i have some clapping or present ya? hahaha these past few weeks i really dunno what exactly am i doing!! shit.. i better wake up now!! or else i will really die.. Jam n hop for the freshies just passed and guess wad? It really sucks to the core mainly becoz the freaking deejay dunno wad is retro n hip hop n played trance instead.. And i was shock on the very same day as i was voted one of the top OGLs which i did not expect i will get it.. =) hahha

Sometimes life wont goes according u wish it would haf went.. so get on ur feet and carry on the journey.. it does not help to dwindle on the same spot where u fall ya? =) Life may not seem to be as bad as wad u tink.. It still has it beautiful part which we did not manage to see it!!

These few days had been the most tiring days for me.. work, school and family had been crashing on me.. lol and the worst thing is i had not been getting enough sleep!! looking more like a singapore panda bear.. and projects keep on coming til i am like choking.. somebody clear that out of my throat.. whea... tink i am gonna stop here lol

Guess Who..

2005-04-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

Sometime i wonder.. r there really people tat are really ur true friends.. Not tat they are not ur true friends but situation really changes them and it is against their own will.. Maybe they really does not want it but maybe it could be they are like this n this cant be help.. Is it hard to be fake or is it hard to be truthful to others.. To me at least.. i tink it is more easy to be truthful to others.. if u dun like them.. u can either shoot them off or ignore them.. But from what i know.. alot of ppl chose to be fake.. cant really be help.. humans always choose the easier path for them to walk..

Guess ppl have change even ur best friends or friends.. Well i guess i still the same person i am 2 years ago.. My life routine has always been the same... Study, work, home and sometimes lucky to get my friends to watch movie with me.. Sometime really glad that they still remember there is a person like me when they run into trouble or feel bored when they got no one to go out with.. its a great feeling n great to know that u still appear when they got no solutions.. althought it may sound pathetic.. lol

Today i need to go back to school for the OGL meeting again... Sad to say.. i cant get to lead a class with Max... Tis year i am just helping out in one to two activities.. It may not be as much fun as i did during last year.. But at least it is some activities that i can join so tat my life routine would be slightly different than my normal routine... Guess i only have about a year or less to continue with my present kind of life.. tough n boring though but fruitful.. =) Den off i go into the army n it is the point tat i start a new lease of life or new kind of life.. different from the life that i have been living now..

So after my OGL meeting, me, Max and Pal went to watch the movie Guess Who.. Great show.. Funny movie.. hahaha keep us laffing till the end of the show.. But Guess Who.. Max was the one who is the funniest in the end.. He keep explaining or talking to the person on his right who was neither me nor Pal.. hahaha tat is so stupid MAX.. Trying to impress is it.. lol Save ur effort.. hahhaha kk really must make time for it ... 5 stars recommended by PEK WEN KWANG .. lol tat all folks gtg Ciao~

The Pacifier...

2005-04-10T23:13:00.000+08:00

Cool.. today work from 2 to 6 pm.. best shift that i haf on a sunday.. Usually closing or morning shift.. Time pass quite quickly for this particular shift.. Crowds died down abt 5 plus till 6 and i can sign out early yippe.. After that meet max at PS to watch the movie THE PACIFIER.. It was a nice show..

Not only it did have the kick the ass part but also the humour part.. Max, u r f**king loud.. laugh until saliver keep spitting out.. NNB later my face got pimples i will kill u.. After that show, it was freaking tired.. sleep in the train for the whole journey and i nearly missed my station tat i was supposed to alight.. heng my phone drop and i woke up just in time to alight..

Sian haf to work for the next four days.. Tml still haf to attend the OGL meeting in the evening.. Okay tat all gtg Ciao~

Day off from Giordano

2005-04-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today is my day off after finally working for about 3 days? Promised jasmine the other day that i will teach her biz law on friday. So planned to meet her at PS b4 heading off to her house to meet wanyi.

As i was saying, i am going to teach her biz law but in the end, we end up slacking in her house. She got no mood to study at all.. haha and busy seaching for handsome guys in her friendster..haha wad de??? Her room was full of soft toys so scary.. anytime the soft toys might drop on you and drown you alive.. but at the same time, it was good to haf so many soft toys as u can just pull anyone of them and hug them to sleep..

Den we went to CP to MOS burger to had our dinner and went home after tat.. haha and tat how i spend my off day..

What a day..

2005-04-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps! it had been so long since i blog and welcome to my latest blog.. not tat i like to change blog.. because i forgot my username n password for my old blog.. Just had the OGL camp and the activities they planned definitely were better and more interesting.. and i tot i could escape without injuries in the camp but during the third day, a stupid bee sting me on my right hand and i wonder why the bee was sun tanning beside me. Damn IT! But it died a horrible death hahaha..

After camp, i had been working like siao like tat and Giordano NAC had a major transfer and all the staff i used to work with were all gone, either transfered to another outlets or had already resigned. So boring to work nowadays.. It is so bloody damn quiet and slow.. Sometimes i really wonder can i just sit at home and expect the company to pay me.. hahaha oh shit i am dreaming again..

Yesterday just went to Su Anne's hse to watch the movie Miss Congenality.. and guess wad? Su anne does not know how to use the theatre system which she had.. she did not even know where her mum keeps the snacks.. oh no i really wonder does she live there.. but in the end all of us did not watch the movie.. we chat and eat till about 7 plus before i fell asleep.. after that all of us went home looking shag.

Today is another boring day at work.. i stay at Giordano till 9 althought i was suppose to leave at 8. All because of the TITO for some part timers who really dun wan money is it.. they dun even take note of when they are working and wad time they sign in & out.. really bloody hell.. making me frustrated and tired. Just when i was about to reach home.. i felt tat i was having tummyache and quickly went home to shit.. wow shiok home toilet is still the best.. unlike public toilet.. lol

All right guys, i gtg..
take care & good nite..

2005-04-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

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